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Well, I just took a pregnancy test a few hours ago that was positive! :)

I've just been laying here, unable to fall back asleep, googling things about the fifth week of pregnancy. The little life inside me is the size of a sesame seed! And at some point this week, his/her tiny heart will beat for the very first time.

That is absolutely miraculous ( Read more... )

Well, it's about to be a new year, so I guess I should check in. I feel reluctant to let the transition pass without some sort of acknowledgement or reflection.

New Year's Eve last year was a bit more glamorous. We had just arrived in Hawaii for our lovely three-week stay. This year, all three of us were zombified by a nasty cold and spent the ( Read more... )

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I am so lonely.

Everything just takes so much work, and I'm exhausted, and you are not there, and Jeff is worlds away lost in his own exhaustion.

I don't know how to magically put more endurance into a barrel that has run dry.

Hey Lord ( Read more... )

God, I miss you. I wish I could be and feel close to you. I feel so alone in the universe, so displaced. I want to be safe...

I don't know how to change where I am. I can't lie to myself; I want to honestly believe. I don't know what kind of person I should be -- or if it even matters. I don't really like where this path leads, but I feel stuck on ( Read more... )

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