So I really don't have a lot of time for my usual bitch and moan session so this will be a brief blurb just to keep my adoring fans captivated. So I'm going to be busy as hell in the coming week or so. I know, spring break you say, bullshit I say. I have to get my entire thirty hours of paraprofessional observation in over the course of one week so ( Read more... )

Do you ever just feel like you don't belong anywhere and that everything you thought you knew is turning out to be heading in the same direction as santa and midwestern diversity inititives? These were my thoughts earlier today accompanied by a rousting tune of 'nobody likes me everybody hates me I guess I'll go eat worms'. Then I realized that ( Read more... )

I always get depressed on sunday nights. It never fails in these dark hours before the dawn of what will no doubt be an exceptionally unexceptional monday that my mind begins to fall on the thoughts that usually stay lurking at the back of my mind. I've officially decided that I'm not ready for any of this. I'm not ready to be twenty. I'm not ready ( Read more... )

What a miserable day to wake up into. Not that today has gone exceptionally bad yet, just that -30 with wind chill is no way to start any day. I'm currently sitting in the library wasting my two hour break till I can go to my edfn seed class. So far I'm not particularly interested with any of the classes that I'm taking. Social problems with niemen ( Read more... )

Ever since winter break began I've been having the most vivid dreams. They're intense, full color, full scent, full stimulation dreams like I haven't had since before college started. I've enjoyed them immensely and have found myself woken up laughing at myself only to drift back to see what else happens, almost like little movies playing in my ( Read more... )

With yet another year coming to an end it is no suprise that I once again find myself in this reminisciant mood. I've been myspace creeping for the last hour just flipping through the pictures and blogs of my friends and thinking about how much they've changed. Not in a bad, drama inspiring, way, just changed as we all must ( Read more... )

Tis the season, papers to write, exams to cram for, the desperate lack of sleep for all--finals are upon us. This is the last week of classes: I fuckin made it. Will I pass all of my classes? That, my friends, is between god and emerson at this point. I'm not too worried though because, theres really not a whole helluva lot I can do at this point. ( Read more... )

ask me no questions I will tell you no lies. I have no desire to speak to humans today and since my pomeranian is 23 miles away currently this journal will have to suffice. My heart aches with defeat. Everything is fucked. My grades are shatastic and theres really no one to blame but myself. True my lit teacher is an insane feminazi with a rod up ( Read more... )

I guess I'm old school loser. It seems the new 'in' form of bitching is to write notes on facebook; I'm just not that cool. I'll continue on with my old standby journal that no one reads and thats fine by me. Its comforting just to get my thoughts out sometimes and I'm thinking this is as good of a place as any to start. I've been thinking a lot ( Read more... )

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