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[sweetrapture_]

i have recently been having trouble pushing anger ad sadness away and letting the good things come in, i often suceed but only for a short time will i feel better again. i have been trying to find the root of this problem for some time, and i am having no luck. i am almost sure that i have some type of chemical imbalance, and im hoping it is

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[thechizoxxor]

stop smoking marijuanna. I noticed that when i don't smoke a joint I get like SUPER irrational and bitchy for no reason, the smoking was the same(but thats obvious) just lay off the chemicals, think about it, if you take Guarana root everyday I believe you have increased energy, same principal as marijuanna continued use makes your brain and chemical make up change. it works for any foreign substance you put into your body...:)

[sweetrapture_]

hmm ya sooo many ppl have been saying that to me lately, and i have been trying to take their advice, but its become a big part of my routine. like when i get off work, i HAVE to smoke a joint or im too pumped to go to sleep. if something stresses me out to the point where i wanna break something, i need a doob to calm down. i am slowly starting to work it out of my system.

[atomic_seed]

Yeah, you should try and find another way to relieve stress. When drugs stop being recreational, and start being you way of relieving even minor stress, your in for some problems. I am sure this plays a big part in the problms you've been having, as Jesse said.
I used to have huge anger issues when I was in my mid teens. I was actually consumed by anger, and I wasted a lot of years of my teens being an angry person. I don't think you need drugs, because they won't solve the root of the problem, you have to look at your life and try to eliminate unnecessary anger-causing agents, and then try and do anger managment kind of behavior, where you don't get so mad about things that aren't in your control/aren't that bad.
It's hard, but I got through it eventually, I am sure you can too. Life is really too short to let anger/hatred control you.

[sweetrapture_]

thank you both for your input. i think i am going to try a lot harder, because it *solves* my problems, but it is also the root of some of the bigger ones.