Eric and I broke up... I am upset.... thats about it. Last night he called and thought i uderstood that we already broke up but thats the problems with text messaging. But I am going to do whats best for me and move on and be who I am. We might find out place in this world someday but at least for now I have to go my own way...

I guess I misunderstood. Eric does not want to work on our realtionship. We broke up. I am not feeling very good right now, crying a lot, but i guess that was to be expected... He wants to be friends, but that is going to take a long time and right now i just do not know. He had been such a big part of my life that its hard to shift though ( Read more... )

.I figure I should keep a journal of the things I am discovering about my relationship with Eric... even though its not really a relationship in a way any more, but friendship is a relationship anyways. After he called me tonight I realized how much I did not truly trust him with some things before as I went away to school. Maybe I would have more ( Read more... )

Eric called me tonight. He did not ask anything about how I was, he told me his entire trip to Florida. I wanted to hear him ask if I was doing ok.. I texted him because he didn't , He ended up telling me he never wanted to live his life without me, but now i am gone and its not the way its suppose to be.. but the best part is that he wanted me to ( Read more... )

I do not know where my life is headed right now. I am just trusting in God that he has this all figured out. I do not write on Livejournal much anymore but I thought it might be a good chance to get my thought in order. Eric and I are taking a break. Its weird how after knowing someone for almost four years one person decided maybe they do not love ( Read more... )

I always find it funny when thing you forgot about come to mind again. Like this Journal for instance. Who would have predicted that I would remember it while sitting here today. Its not like I do not have anything to do today, and if I gave you my list it would nto have an end because I am a college student with endless homework, deadlines, and ( Read more... )

So tommorow is thanksgiving. I am going to my aunts once again for a rip roaring time, lising to how crazy my cousins are in their college and high school lives. They defently have a totaly different life style then me. Maybe they wont just leave me and Sam haning around there house tommorow with nothing to do and take off to go do something else ( Read more... )

Tonight Emily Q , her mom, dad sister, and sisters husband, and matt,don, emily s, chris , and I all went to the park. We road our bikes 8 miles around it and we had an awesome dinner\picknick made by mrs. q, and mr. q :) Thanks again sooo Much I had a blast!! :)

so i havent updated this thing in forever. I have been liveing up myspace now too. Had a movie night last night and a girls night both were tons of fun! tonight i met up with kelly again too, we went out applebees and watched a movie together. It was a blast and a good timeto catch up!

today was uterly boring. I slept a lot. I went to the doctor, turns out that i cant work untill wend.Blah so bored!