Wow, its tough..

[sweetsavy89]

It's way easier to smile when you're actually happy.

I don't understand this. I hurt so bad. I'm not happy. I need something to fix it, but there is nothing I can think of. He told me he fealt 'pressed by God' to end it and thats why hes okay about it all. I mean I'm sure this is God's will anyway but then why does my heart hurt?.. literlly hurt.

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[imnotyourstar48]

lol you werent weird..it was cool seeing you..i was actually looking for you in the race right when i saw you. how did your sister end up doing? she ran pretty strong.
um..i ran a 22:20...which im disappointed with. it was supposed to be a really fast course, but thats a normal time for me. lame...
yea...why did you stop running?..you never got around to finishing your story..lol

hey..do you have a myspace? im hardly on lj anymore..lol