it's almost 3am in the morning and i just got back from seeing spiderman. it was awesome ( Read more... )

well i had to get a shot today!! :( OWE! i found out that i might also have strep....that cant be good either ( Read more... )

Sometimes I feel there is a hole inside me... An emptiness that, at times, seems to burn. I think if you lifted my heart to your ear, you could probably hear the ocean. And the moon tonight: there's a circle around it --- a sign of trouble not far behind. I have this dream of being whole... Of not going to sleep each night wanting, but still ( Read more... )

maybe there is somethign goood to come out of this change....

who knows

well i didnt do much of anything today. actually, i never do much anything at all anymore. i feel like everything that once made me happy has shriveled into a picture frame- holding a memory but not much anything else. i dont expect you to understand, because even i cant seem to find understanding in it myself. life is all about winning..and then ( Read more... )

Highschool relationships are dumb. i am sick of losing friends over it. all that ever comes out of it is pain. im done. i'll date but no more commitments. there is too much fun in life to spend a minute worrying about what someone else thinks of you. just be yourself. and dont care what otehrs think because that gets you into a place where ( Read more... )

Well today i went jto breakfast with Sarah and then we went shopping! lemme tell ya, shopping makes everyone happy. Well I had to go to work at 3 and i didnt get home until about 9- it was a slow day cuz teh weather was all gloomy. I'm really happy tho because my family has randomly been getting along lately and the estrogen level has gone down ( Read more... )

Well it's finally summer! Whoo hoo! i havent really done anything special yet. I baked a cake today! Last night i went to a bonfire that Tom invited me to and afterwards i went to Dennys with Caitlin, Sam, Robin, Garrett, Katie whalley, and Brian. KAtie then spent the night at my house and we watched the 7th season of Friends. I love that ( Read more... )