there's a lot of shit that i would like to put in here right now. 

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:)

even though i'm still upset,  i think i've gotten all sorted through my feelings - which is the hardest part really, i think.  i think i know what i need to do.  i will not go through again what i've already gone through.  i don't deserve doing that to myself again.  sigh.  i hate this.

i feel like i have like 800 things floating around in my head right now.  and feelings that span the entire range of emotions.

being frustrated is getting old really really quick.  i wish i could just have one day where something didn't piss me off completely.  what a nice thought that is.

i'm leaving town on thursday for a few days.  my great grandpa passed away and i'll be going to wisconsin for the funeral.  i'll return most calls etc. when i come back.

i'm not doing a weekend update post this week.  i had a really good weekend.  enough said ( Read more... )

omg i feel like hell today ( Read more... )

holy...oh my...wow.  !!!!!!!!  hmmm.