Spring Break was awesome.  It didn't turn out as planned seeing as how we got evicted within the first 3 hrs, but it all worked out. I ended up staying in Cherry Grove, which was incredible.  We had a lot of fun and a lot of parties and took about zero pictures haha. I was too drunk most of the time to take any.

But in honor of my house...SB 05 ( Read more... )

I leave tomorrow for SPRING BREAK...

I'm so fucking excited.

Shemeh is my big sister! She's awesome and nice. YAY

Thank god for Spring Break 2005

AHHH I had the craziest conversation with my mom tonight. It was soo awesome because I finally got to be honest about EVERYTHING and its definitely a weight off my shoulders. Less of a burden ( Read more... )

( B/c i'm bored )

Prom is one of those things that I'm trying to make myself believe that it doesn't hurt that I didn't get asked.

It's just one of those things I'm tring to make myself believe isn't important.

But I'm hurt.

I'm absolutely heartbroken.

I had voice today... I hope I'm starting to sound better. I really like my italian song, but don't like the song I'm singing from the Music Man. AHH Italian is soo pretty and its soo expressive. I could never do Broadway SOOO not my scene ( Read more... )

( I stole this from SPENSADOR )

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I just reread yesterday's entry

and don't understand how I felt so low yesterday

it feels so far away

It's like I don't even remember that person

it's so weird like disconnecting and stuff

I know I felt that way

but I don't know how I did

when today I'm not as low?

I wish I had someone to talk too.

It's like I don't have anyone to really talk to anymore...

Why don't I ever understand how I feel?

Why do I screw everything up?

Why can't I do anything right?