Quick note

[sweetsilvermoon]

Well...I just figured I'd write a quick entry before heading off to work in like...10 min. My b/f is going to a party tonite that I really don't want him going to, because I have that bad feeling about it...but whatever. I don't want him to feel like I'm controlling his life by telling him where to go and what to do... and who to hang out with..who

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i know how you feel

[anonymous]

i understand what your saying i still worry about that with nelson...but then when were together i see how much he loves me and i know i wont lose him..doesnt mean i stop worring that i will but hay its apart of relationships! love you babe! ~Kimmy~

Re: i know how you feel

[sweetsilvermoon]

Ya...I guess it is a part of all relationships. =) I know I won't loose Stephen...I see how much he loves me when he can look at me and get teary eyed during those "rare" romantic moments. =) Of course...yes...I still worry. He does too actually...lol...which is why I kinda told Andre that he couldn't come over the other nite while Stephen was here...because I told Stephen that Andre may be comming by to visit...and stuff...and he got this look on his face. So when Andre called me...I just told him to forget about it. :-\ It's a risk I'm willing to take. I can see Andre other days when I'm not busy...ya know? Like..that nite was supposed to be a nite for Stephen and I to hang out. Andre comming over may have complicated things a bit. Eh, oh well. =) I love my Stephen. =)