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Ok I seen the reading of the journal thing and to have at least 3 people be able to read your journal.Mine is friends only so yea it would be difficult,but just comment on the friends only and say you are apart of this community and then I will know to add you.Sorry for the trouble.Thanks.<3
What do people call you?Shelby
Age?18
Sex?Bisexual(and no it's not because I'm trying to be trendy,damn those 14 year olds.)
What do you want to be when your older? The most glorious writer/photography written down in history.(Hah I have a big head full of dreams)
Boyfriend/Girlfriend? No.
**optional: Picture of boyfriend/girlfriend:
Well here's the guy that I'm in love with if this counts,he's my ex.
Kids? I have a daughter,Madison Nhi'Cole,and recently found out I have one on the way.
Are you nervous about people looking in your journal? Not really but I made it Friends Only only because things were becoming more personal and I didn't feel like being critisized with anonymous comments.
What are your vices? Smoking,most definately.
Your best personality trait, and why? Sense of humor,I can take any insult and joke with my sense of humor because I'll look at it in a different aspect.
Whats your favorite smell? Hugo on a guy.
Favorite feature? My lips and my eyes.
Feature you hate? My thighs.
Favorite artists (musical,visual,ect..)? Billie Holiday,Duke Ellington.
**Show some of your art or poetry here:
From her soul words soar
alone on a stage., spot aimed at my feet., theater empty., just me?, and my heart beating, echoing off the walls., smell it., (long pause) taste it., (long pause) feel it... dust sparkles across the light, falling in mid air., kissing my toes, it lands., staring at the empty room before me, not even a cricket dares to disturb this silence., upon my neck a soft whisper, the brush of warmth., Im not alone., eyes flutter shut, arms wrap around me, caught in a sweet embrace., i turn face., hand on shoulder., (long pause) hand in hand., (long pause) hand on waist... we dance across the darkness., no words shared, loves presence screams loud enough to shake the room, without ever breaking the quiet slumber of this old theater., stray strands of hair fall upon my face, quickly brushed away, sending pleasant shivers down my spine., at last i feel it., the deep sweeping of this eternal kiss., eyes flash open., Im alone, but hes there., always was, always will be., even?, (long pause) when he really., (long pause) isnt...
If you could go have dinner and talk to anyone (dead or alive) who would that person be? Lucille Ball
What is your best accomplishment thus far? My daughter
Any regrets you'd like to share? Not being able to enjoy my childhood,I wanted to grow up so fast.
What are your hobbies and interests? Photography,writing,volunteering at a Domestic Abuse clinic.
opionions on drugs? As far as drugs go I have had problems with them but I'm happy to say I'm over that.They truely ruin you and your relationships around you.It takes so much to overcome it all and earn trust from loved ones.I just don't like them now.
opinions on government? I personally don't like the government because of what has happened to loved ones for slipping up and telling someone else about what they know and suddenly they are 'accidently' in a car accident.
opinions on abortion? Well I believe that it is your body so do what you may with it but when it comes to killing an innocent life I'm slightly against it.I mean there is almost adoption if you were raped and all.Then again I can relate to how they wouldn't want to bare a child that was conceived from hate.
What do these words mean to you?
banana-yellow
pot-drug
booze-abuse
lip gloss-shiny
boyz-trouble
punk rawk-dead
gurls-pretty
sun-bright
grey-dark
love-complicated
hate-reduntant
flesh-red
lust-useless
torture-hot
sex-love
More silly questions.....
WHAT PISSES YOU OFF MORE THEN ANYTHING:When someone judges you because you have a child at a young age and no father to go along with the child.
WHAT DO YOU LOVE MORE THEN ANYTHING IN THIS WORLD:Madison Nhi'Cole
WHAT KIND OF FETISHES DO YOU HAVE:Hair pulling,and being submissive,that's always hot.
WHAT MAKES YOU WORTHY OF BEING IN THIS COMMUNITY:I'm sweet,simple and cute. ;)
WHATS THE STUPIDEST THING YOU HAVE EVER DONE: Follow in the footsteps of my father when I was younger and into drugs.
WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF YOU WHERE ASKED TO SHOVE A PINEAPPLE UP YOUR ASS FOR A MILLION DOLLORS:Sounds tempting..
Are you happy? No one is truely happy but I like to think I am when I look at my daughter and my family/friends around me.
**Final thoughs and words** Hello lovely.
**And on to the pictures**
What do people call you?Shelby
Age?18
Sex?Bisexual(and no it's not because I'm trying to be trendy,damn those 14 year olds.)
What do you want to be when your older? The most glorious writer/photography written down in history.(Hah I have a big head full of dreams)
Boyfriend/Girlfriend? No.
**optional: Picture of boyfriend/girlfriend:
Well here's the guy that I'm in love with if this counts,he's my ex.
Kids? I have a daughter,Madison Nhi'Cole,and recently found out I have one on the way.
Are you nervous about people looking in your journal? Not really but I made it Friends Only only because things were becoming more personal and I didn't feel like being critisized with anonymous comments.
What are your vices? Smoking,most definately.
Your best personality trait, and why? Sense of humor,I can take any insult and joke with my sense of humor because I'll look at it in a different aspect.
Whats your favorite smell? Hugo on a guy.
Favorite feature? My lips and my eyes.
Feature you hate? My thighs.
Favorite artists (musical,visual,ect..)? Billie Holiday,Duke Ellington.
**Show some of your art or poetry here:
From her soul words soar
alone on a stage., spot aimed at my feet., theater empty., just me?, and my heart beating, echoing off the walls., smell it., (long pause) taste it., (long pause) feel it... dust sparkles across the light, falling in mid air., kissing my toes, it lands., staring at the empty room before me, not even a cricket dares to disturb this silence., upon my neck a soft whisper, the brush of warmth., Im not alone., eyes flutter shut, arms wrap around me, caught in a sweet embrace., i turn face., hand on shoulder., (long pause) hand in hand., (long pause) hand on waist... we dance across the darkness., no words shared, loves presence screams loud enough to shake the room, without ever breaking the quiet slumber of this old theater., stray strands of hair fall upon my face, quickly brushed away, sending pleasant shivers down my spine., at last i feel it., the deep sweeping of this eternal kiss., eyes flash open., Im alone, but hes there., always was, always will be., even?, (long pause) when he really., (long pause) isnt...
If you could go have dinner and talk to anyone (dead or alive) who would that person be? Lucille Ball
What is your best accomplishment thus far? My daughter
Any regrets you'd like to share? Not being able to enjoy my childhood,I wanted to grow up so fast.
What are your hobbies and interests? Photography,writing,volunteering at a Domestic Abuse clinic.
opionions on drugs? As far as drugs go I have had problems with them but I'm happy to say I'm over that.They truely ruin you and your relationships around you.It takes so much to overcome it all and earn trust from loved ones.I just don't like them now.
opinions on government? I personally don't like the government because of what has happened to loved ones for slipping up and telling someone else about what they know and suddenly they are 'accidently' in a car accident.
opinions on abortion? Well I believe that it is your body so do what you may with it but when it comes to killing an innocent life I'm slightly against it.I mean there is almost adoption if you were raped and all.Then again I can relate to how they wouldn't want to bare a child that was conceived from hate.
What do these words mean to you?
banana-yellow
pot-drug
booze-abuse
lip gloss-shiny
boyz-trouble
punk rawk-dead
gurls-pretty
sun-bright
grey-dark
love-complicated
hate-reduntant
flesh-red
lust-useless
torture-hot
sex-love
More silly questions.....
WHAT PISSES YOU OFF MORE THEN ANYTHING:When someone judges you because you have a child at a young age and no father to go along with the child.
WHAT DO YOU LOVE MORE THEN ANYTHING IN THIS WORLD:Madison Nhi'Cole
WHAT KIND OF FETISHES DO YOU HAVE:Hair pulling,and being submissive,that's always hot.
WHAT MAKES YOU WORTHY OF BEING IN THIS COMMUNITY:I'm sweet,simple and cute. ;)
WHATS THE STUPIDEST THING YOU HAVE EVER DONE: Follow in the footsteps of my father when I was younger and into drugs.
WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF YOU WHERE ASKED TO SHOVE A PINEAPPLE UP YOUR ASS FOR A MILLION DOLLORS:Sounds tempting..
Are you happy? No one is truely happy but I like to think I am when I look at my daughter and my family/friends around me.
**Final thoughs and words** Hello lovely.
**And on to the pictures**