So Lost

[sweetsouldier]

I don't know who's on here anymore. I haven't typed any thoughts in a long time. I probably should. I have a lot on my mind and I know if I don't start letting it out, something is going to happen--I am slowly driving myself crazy

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[luvtbs]

At least you're doing something. Nestor has a medical retirement and is sitting around doing nothing (aka doesn't have a job). Well, he does go to school online and is a pretty good house husband. So, I guess he actually is doing a lot. I wouldn't make it without him keeping my arse in line.

I too have let this place slip. In our new Facebook world it has happened to alot. But I think you're right. This is a much better place to get all your thoughts down in a meaningful fashion.

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[sweetsouldier]

Yeah, at least I'm doing something...I suppose. It just doesn't have the same ring to it as, "kicking ass and taking names in the name of the US". haha I guess I just miss the whole Army thing, and find this civilian thing is just too dull. I utterly abhor the day-to-day dealings. I'll make it though. I've been through much worse, right?

You just keep Nestor in line...once he's done with school you can put him to work and take a nice vacation yourself. :D

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[luvtbs]

The only part I miss is the time apart. Being around each other constantly takes its toll. I would give anything for a week long deployment. Sometimes it's much easier to just do stuff on my own.

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[sweetsouldier]

Yeah. I can empathize with you there. Especially on my end, who prefers to be away from time to time, the constant monotony of "togetherness" with those around me tends to really agitate me.

Perhaps you could always work mini-vacations into the works for each other? Little outting at Uchee Creek or something like that, but alone or with a friend or two? I'm guessing 24-48 hours would be enough of a break for you two. Just a thought...if it was feasible.

[electronickiss]

Any number of drugs to keep one's focus away from the fact that everything adds up to nothing. I reckon I'm too chicken to kill myself so I make myself blissfully stupid so I don't think about it.

and on that high note, wtf am I still doing on this site? xD

[sweetsouldier]

Baahaha! Don't say that! Everything has to add up to SOMETHING I suppose...I'm just stuck trying to figure out what it is. Maybe we can figure it out together? :)

And I don't know. Why'd you come back? haha

[electronickiss]

Cos I still have friends here (remembering to check email is another matter. @_@)

[sweetsouldier]

Yeah, and now I'm finding them on facebook which makes it even better. :) It's nice to put faces with names.

So how is everything?

[anya98]

wow shooting for the stars!!

good luck dear... missed u

[sweetsouldier]

haha. I suppose so Annie. Thanks so much. I miss chatting with you too...perhaps one of these days I'll get on yahoo or something and find you there like the "old days". :)

[anya98]

YAH sure... i'm always online...

at work i'm on skype,

home i'm on msn & yahoo.

same username:D

[sweetsouldier]

Not too bad I s'pose...feeling better at any rate.

It's been a while...can I ask who this is without you being mad? lol

[fantasycometrue]

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[sweetsouldier]

Wow. I guess someone is still on...haha

Added.

~Gradum ad tempus
(Ryan if you don't remember)

[fantasycometrue]

Haha! after about 3 years, I decided to sign back on!

[sweetsouldier]

Yeah, I log on every couple of months to revisit some memories myself...I really do need to start writing again. It used to be such a big priority, and I know it did a lot of good to get things off my chest and into the open.