Miserable. More apologies to people who deserve them

[sweetsteps]

It's all coming down right now.
I make people upset, I let too much of myself out.
I don't keep enough secrets for myself.

I'm looking for things I should just let come to me.

I cursed out the girl I call my best friend tonight, because I snapped.

I'm becoming totally  neurotic.

I have plenty of regrets for this year. I need to start fresh.

Comments

[say_the_l_word]

look in my journal please babe

[lostinthepast82]

check your myspace.

[xquarintinedx]

If you ever need to talk, you have my number. I love you, Gillie.

[failed_again]

gill you know i love you. and thru all of this ive pretty much stayed neutral give or take because as much as i love you more then anything i also have to keep a love and respect for my band because well they are my band. but you know that no matter what your always my best friend even if i dont show it sometimes its because i suck at relationships with people and thats why i only have a couple of really close friends. i also realize that at times i can be a distant person but im sorry for that its just who i am it has nothing to do with me not liking you because i do and your awesome and amazing and blah blah blah. dont worry everything will be ok dont worry.

if you ever need to talk day or night just know that even tho sometimes i may not have much to say i am always here to listen. and maybe sometimes attempt at giving advice but thats only on my good days. love you

♥

[anonymous]

sluttttt

[sweetsteps]

yup.