I'm still sad.. I don't think I'm going to meeting tonight, UGH! I feel really guilty not going but I am in a really bad mood.. I don't feel like smiling at anyone or pretending I care how their day was. I just want to stay home and sleep. I feel like im a sinner for not going to meeting... i guess in some way i am. I really am trying to talk ( Read more... )

I am really angry... I HATE SBC YAHOO.. this is the third time i lose my entry because it gives me the boot. This was going to be a happy post but now Im mad.

I'm listening to FOrever Stranger and I really like them. Me likes the song Jimmy :) :) :)

Ooohh I am really annoyed right now.. I should go watch my HIM videos.

I really hate my father

some guy who's "bi" was hitting on me yesterday.. does that mean I'm manly? I went outside on my break to make sure my car wasn't getting towed and some guy in his biker outfit starts asking me where Ann Taylor Loft is at.. after about 15 minutes of my struggling to describe how he can get there i decide it's be best if I went inside and gave him a ( Read more... )

Today was interesting... (evil laugh) I got to come home early from the bank. I'm glad for the rain, it kept the old people away.. they get scared they might slip and break a bone. I like old people.. just not when it comes to banking or driving. Today I got to stand around and do nothing. Not a single soul walked into the bank the first hour. I ( Read more... )

Not one word out of all the good words that Jehovah your God has spoken to
you has failed. - Josh. 23:14.

UGH! It was my escape from everything bad in my life and everything bad that I wanted. I used it to feel better and get through the day with a smile. Now its gone... I miss it, i crave it, it was my drug. I tried to replace it but I can't. ( Read more... )

my stalker called twice today.... I still don't have a clue who he is.. all I know is that I'm annoyed and I'm going to make him wish he would have never messed with me..

everyone please call him... he forgot to block his number

(831)224-0928

i have a crush... tee hee heee

or i think i have a crush

its my lil secret

Saturday night was a real treat, I got to see Mellowdrone who are second on my list of ALL time favorite bands. Spoke to Tony (main guitar) and was so surprised to find out what a nice guy he is. I still couldn't make myself talk to Jonathan (singer). As much as I try I just can't.. my body just shuts down and I can't even think. Gabby has spoken ( Read more... )

I went to see G love and Special Sauce at the catalyst. It was fun till I saw A.J. HE came up to me and said Hi.. then his stupid girlfriend came up to me too. I hate her ( Read more... )