Geeze- i'm so full! i ate so much today! anna kate came over at like 11 this morning and we ate hot wings and cheesebread, then me n loren went to dance and then went to wallstreet deli after- THEN i came home and made this dessert thing and its so good- but now i can't breath- its okay though...mmmm ( Read more... )

so here i am- wide awake! damn this sucks! so i went to dance at what, 4:15- i was so tired, but of course i can't sleep! ya know, i was gonna dress cute tomorrow and everything, but i doubt i do now! i'll prob. be passed out here in a lil bit. then be in my deep sleep stage and have to wake up and go to school- can't wait... once again- i think ( Read more... )

today was a long day- i woke up at like 11:00- i love sleeping late! BUT i had a very bad morning. well, my mom knows now- i don't know if thats a good thing or what- i just don't know anything anymore. so after that bs, i met up w/ alesia and heather at sonic- tried to eat a little. we talked for awhile about shit thats goin' on and we started ( Read more... )

well- today was ok i guess. i mean i went to school, which right now is kind of a place of refuge. Sounds weird doesn't it? I've got so much shit on my mind its like school is where i can just chill the fuck out- not worry about anything except gettin' to class- i don't have to deal with all the shit i face in reality- which hits me everyday at 3: ( Read more... )

What a long ass day~ i woke up, went to work, ate with alesia, went BACK to work- then went to loren's. sounds great huh? guess i better get used to it. so yea- i talked to lorens mom today- she really made me feel a hell of a lot better about everything. she's really cool- like we connected today- i'm so glad that i talked to her- i got alot of ( Read more... )

its funny how your whole life can change in a matter of seconds... i don't know what's going on- there's so many thoughts running through my head that i can't comprehend any of it. i don't know what to do- i'm so scared and i feel so small. nobody knows whats going on, but i do and its killing me inside- its a pain i've never felt before- i want to ( Read more... )

Damn- i don't even know where to start- this "weekend" was one long ass day! Thursday i got in a little car accident- no one was hurt though- some girl was talkin' on her cell phone and rammed into the back of me- its okay though- my radar detector just hit my head- no biggie. i don't remember what i did that night- isn't that sad! let's see... i ( Read more... )

OK- so the year really needs to end! i want to school to be over- i've come to the conclusion that it is no longer any use to me- i go, i doodle everywhere, i eat, i sleep, i go home. thats what school is now and theres like 198ish days left before graduation!!!! ERRR??? What am i gonna do for like 200 days? me n alesia went to get my eyebrows ( Read more... )

i don't know what it is, but these past few weeks have me feelin' like shit. its so hard- life in general. and confusing- i just don't understand. there's so many things i wanna do, yet when i try, everything just seems to fuck up. i wanna date, i wanna hang out, i want people to want to be with me, i want to cry, i want to scream, i want to look ( Read more... )

hmmm- this weekend was really a let down! Homecoming week was fun, but ya know- i was really lookin' forward to the weekend... ga... oh well- last homecoming ever! aww... thats kinda sad! thats how it would all work out though- i begin to meet people at school who are awesome to hang out with and its my last year ( Read more... )