in light of recent events.

Oct 26, 2004 17:53

over and over again.



i can take you right bak to 5th grade
when i met sarah denapoli(probly cant
spell her name anymore) but thats so
far bak. but i still think if our
gay little snowball fight thing
never happend then we'd be friends
today and i'd be friend with alot
of my old friends from bak then.
but its not like i can change
any of that or take any of that
back. but i think what happened
bak in middle school and what i
went through is the reason for who
i am today. i kno i try my hardest
to give everyone a fair chance and not
judge. if i ever have its probably because
i was insanely jealous.i have deffinatly
learned how to deal with conflicts (from
all those guidence visits girls u.k.w.u.r.)
but lately i think i have really realized that
im a great friend. and i watch these girls these
days who cause all this drama. i wont label them
even though it is a couple of certain groups but
why label them? all that matters is there behavior.
i kno that this year i have not done shit to anyone
to hurt or get upset with me. i have tons of shit
going on in my home and i mainly turn to my friends.
i have officially decied (inlight of recent events)that
Katje Kuhn is my only best friend there will ever be.
1.not one fight
2.always get along
3.laugh at each other
4. we are always there for eachother
even though i have kaytee i have Kaycie and Kasey.
they are my secondary coolness. once i kno that they
arent going anywhere then i will stable-ize them as close.
but its like i belive in ppl way to much and im done with
drama. its un needed stress and a waste of time. so im starting
this thing where i dont fully trust anyone until they prove themselves
a sane non-hostile human being. and i definatly dont care what people
i dont care for think about me. and for the people who think they know
me and think they know how i act and know the things i say in my everyday life,
you're wrong. but as i said... i give everyone a fair starting chance
and maybe even two.
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