Ya I have not updated or anything cause of this piece of shit. Sorry to anyone I was chatting with and then logged off. I had to. Anyways...life is going. I have work and school. Balancing out nicely. Well when you only have one class it should work nicely. LOL! Brandon and I have been together for 11months and two days. I can't believe how ( Read more... )

I have a wierd feeling. I am walking around getting mad at everyone. My mom picks the best times to pick at me. I went to go shopping and then sister's friend had to come. I had to go get her. Then take her home. I picked her up on the other side of baytown and took back to crosby. That took up some gas. I have an important issue to discuss ( Read more... )

I was kind of in a weird mood yesterday. I was reading everybody's journals was like what's the point. I know everybody is on the outs with one another and shit. I am sorry I don't call ya'll or try and visit with ya'll too. Forgive me. Life has happened. Don't ask me to explain that. If ya get it good and if you don't then you'll understand ( Read more... )

Well I guess if any one is still on here and reads other peoples journals I am glad I missed the drama. From reading jounals and what not I gather everybody is at everyone else's throat. It seems everybody is on the outs ( Read more... )

Brandon, I'm hurting. Could I talk to you?

Ashley

There is so much I need for you to explain. There is so much I want to ask and say. I would do it on here but it seems so coward like. Yet I don't have the guts to ask you or tell you. Well you are hardly around and even when you are I feel like I would ruin our time together. I feel like I really don't know all of you. I called you tonight ( Read more... )

I just looked at my grades for the classes I took and I got a D in math. I cannot go on to college algegbra. I am pretty pissed with myself. I really did try my hardest. I needed a 50 to pass but I guess I didn't even make that. Now I don't know what I am gonna do about school. I can't believe I fucking passed english well only with a C. I ( Read more... )

I don't know what to think about your comment. I am quite confused. You pretty much said that you didn't want to be friends with me. Now what?

Ashley

aka
Sweetheart

Do you check up on me? I wondered if you do. I checked on you tonight. I wanted so bad to respond but fearful of what you might say. I want to say that I miss but I am not quite sure. I know that sounds retarded. Actually yes I do. I wanted to call you last night just like old times. I was gonna talk to you while looking for shooting stars ( Read more... )

I don't know what is wrong with me. I am mad but am I not sure if I have a legitimate reason for feeling the way I feel. I have all that I need. The job, the boyfriend, and school. I am kind of mad at myself about my work in school. My final that I turned in this morning wasn't my best paper but they never really seem to be my best work ( Read more... )