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Mar 30, 2010 11:03

Title: Unspoken
Author: Sweettart1823
Claim: Mia Dearden
Characters/Pairing: Mia Dearden, Jason Todd
Rating: T
Prompt: Understanding
Summary: She can't stand what happened and sees only one option
Disclaimer: If I owned them Cry For Justice Wouldn't have happened.
Author's Notes/Warnings: Sequel to Little Lolita



Mia was here because she knew he would understand. Out of everyone in the world she didn't know who else to go to. And honestly she hated that. But Jason was the only person she could think of. He was the only person that could know what she was possibly going through. Probably not exactly what she was going through, but enough to not say anything and just let her cry for a few hours. Eventually when she was done she might regret coming here... She was going to hate the fact that he did understand so well. She knew that. But at the moment she didn't.

She felt a little stupid but not more then she felt ashamed, and dirty, and not nearly as much as she hated herself. But she supposed all of that tied in to her hating herself. She knew there was no way he would suggest going back. Talking to Ollie. Telling everyone what she did. Sorting things out. There was no way she could do that. How could she ever face any of them ever again? There was no possible way. There wasn't. Mia knew Jason understood that.

And she was so happy that he kept his mouth shut. But she could tell when she looked up into his eyes exactly what he was thinking. That 'I told you so' look was all she needed to see to hate Jason just a little more then she already did. She hated the fact that there was no one else she could go to. She hated that she had messed up so much. She had ruined EVERYTHING. She had everything and now it was gone. She had everything and she... just had to screw things up for herself. She had everything but she must not have deserved it....

No, she knew for a fact she didn't. She had proved that when she had slept with Oliver. She didn't deserve any of that. She deserved to be here with Jason. Because she hated him, and she hated being here. But at least he could understand.

dcu freeforall, mia dearden, jason todd

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