I dont think its cheating either. I have cyber sex. Kenny has cyber sex. Neither one of us care. But if it hurt him I would stop. He would stop if it hurt me. Kenny gave me permission to have sex while he was locked up and it took this long for me to tell him cause I knew it would still hurt him regardless of if he gave me permission or not. Big mistake on my part and Im big enough to admit when Ive fucked up. Plus Ive changed alot since then. Ive grown up some and I dont want anyone else. Ya know?
i wouldn't have told him. he gave you permission...didn't mean he actually wanted to know about it. like i said some secrets are better off not being told, sometimes to save the person you loves feelings.
but i don't believe someone has the right to invade someone elses private logs or journals. when jon comes home and i drag him off ( not always to the bedroom). he just smiles and says had some forplay this week?!...and then he goes "lucky me."
secrets are like a persons own little private world that no one else can enter. plus saves some hurt feelings sometimes. when a woman has her secrets it gives her a air of mystery that makes a man want her more trying to find those secrets. it's kinda like having a wet dream and keeping it private to yourself so when you are having a bad day. you can think about it and only you know what your smiling about.
Yeah...I didnt want to tell him. He kept asking about it. I told him I didnt want to tell him because I knew it would hurt him regardless. But he wanted to know....I asked him if he REALLY wanted to know. He said yes so...*shrugs*. I was honest.
It was taking a tole on us though. We were really tense because he knew something happened but he just didnt know what. Even though he got mad...we're doing better than we were before. Im glad I told him. Hes glad I told him. Im glad I have someone that I dont have to keep secrets from. Hes gonna love me no matter what I do. Its kinda crazy but we're happier now.
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but i don't believe someone has the right to invade someone elses private logs or journals. when jon comes home and i drag him off ( not always to the bedroom). he just smiles and says had some forplay this week?!...and then he goes "lucky me."
secrets are like a persons own little private world that no one else can enter. plus saves some hurt feelings sometimes. when a woman has her secrets it gives her a air of mystery that makes a man want her more trying to find those secrets. it's kinda like having a wet dream and keeping it private to yourself so when you are having a bad day. you can think about it and only you know what your smiling about.
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