the inevitable is happening. its like i know its going to happen, and theres nothing much i can do to stop it. i can try my hardest, but i think it may still happen ( Read more... )

holy shit, i dont wanna be a fucking adult anymore.

i really don't like this time of year.
can we fastforward to March?

what good is sitting all alone in your room?
come here the music play...
Life is a cabaret old chum,
come to the cabaret!
and as for me...
and as for me!!
I mind my mind back in Chelsea when I go..
I'm going like Elsie!
Life is only a cabaret..
and I love a cabaret!!

if i was still a child, i would have ran away.

sometimes i wish i was still a child, so i could have the courage to run away and not give a shit of the consequences.

I talk to absolutely no one.
Couldn't keep to myself enough.
And the things bottled inside have finally begun
To create so much pressure that I'll soon blow up.

I heard the reverberating footsteps
Synching up to the beating of my heart,
And I was positive that unless I got myself together,
I would watch me fall apart.

And I can't let that happen again
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oh yea..and i want a puppy.

Then it comes to be that the soothing light at the end of your tunnel
is just a freight train coming your way
Then it comes to be that the soothing light at the end of your tunnel
is just the freight train coming your way......
It's coming your way
      It's coming your way......
Here comes!

whens it gonna be my turn??
when is it gonna be my turn to succeed and stop living in you're fucking shadow??

you don't even get it. you have no idea, and every time i try and tell you, you shrug it off.
i'm done. i'm done with this life. its fucking killing me, and it's like you don't even care.

or maybe it's you don't want me to succeed. i'm done ( Read more... )

umm so i went on another audition. and i had fun. and i did well. yay!!
i'll be goin' on a couple more auditions this month. we'll see :-p