i love the rain. it makes me feel so wonderful.. like everything in the world is right when its raining. i havent seen or heard the rain in so long, it was a surprise to see the lightning this morning waiting for the bus.

i love standing in the rain... letting it hit my face and just stand there. its so calming. its times like these that i really ( Read more... )

Here's the deal.. toss a comment to me starting with this statement..:

"I love the way you..."

Then repost this and see what people love about you!!!!

i feel like i am dying. i have no more energy to fight with anyone. i am sick all the time.... i feel so bad.

this stupid shit with brian.. i dont even know if i want to care. its just all too much. he tries to blame me for everything thats happened... but thats not how it is. i am just so frustrated... and stressed out about this whole thing.  I ( Read more... )

so we played absolutly awesome last night against fenwick.....  hahaha even though we lost.. it was great. i was really proud of everybody out there last night.

and we have a dbl header today at 11... definatly wearin sunblock today! wish us luck.. come out and support us!

so im pretty certain that everyone i have EVER talk to is a complete FAKE.. and i hate to be around anyone anymore because i think that.

lies to make u look cool... and tellin people you do shit that you dont... and not saying what you mean... not meaning what you say... and not sticking behind something you "say" u believe in. if i find out one ( Read more... )

Kayci forgive my snagging your rad journal enries!

I have been:

a child

a daughter

a sister

a friend

a dancer

a member of the choir

a soloist

a thief

a liar

a confidant

a mother

a bitch

an angel

mean without reason

hurt without cause

a smoker

a nurse

a wife

a daydreamer

a bride

a cleaning lady

a chauffer

a traveler

a writer
( Read more... )

i just do not know what to do now.

wes makes me so mad because he smokes and drinks and everything else. i HATE to be around him because he smells just like one big cigarette. ALL THE TIME. his hair, his skin, his lips, his breath. i hate to kiss him because the thought of smoking to me is absolutly repulsive. he TASTES like it all the time..... ( Read more... )

> > Directions: ask yourself the following questions. For every 'Yes' give yourself 2 points. Add up your points at the end, its that easy..... Then put your score in the subject and pass it on. If you don't change it to your score it will mess stuff up, so change it! This means, the number in the subject box is the score of the person who sent it ( Read more... )

i hate being sick. especially because i cant help that im sick. this fucking sucks.