my mom gave me a fucking pregnancy test to take because she doesnt believe that i am depressed. she thinks that its just my system, and is trying to make all these excuses, so she went out to get a test to try and show something was wrong. showed her. i couldnt believe it. that is so stupid.

wes is at work even though he didnt come to school. and ( Read more... )

softball absolutly sucked. we did the stupidest drills ive ever seen. then some girl got hurt on the machine and me and kayla just left. we both felt the same about the whole thing.

wes had to work tonight. doesnt get off til 9 or so. i felt so bad today becuz i was really upset at the end of the day, and i was really distant from him, and kind of ( Read more... )

i hate being sick... : (

wes stopped by and gave me my books... even though i know now that i really didnt even need them. i think i have to write a whole big history paper, even after all the stuff that i did for that stupid flippin project. that sucks. i worked my butt off typing those notes.

still sick, but im going to go to school, cuz i cant ( Read more... )

okay.. so i didnt get to go to wes's show. that friggin sucked. but i promise that ill go to the next one.

plus who knos what could happen from here. this is all new to him.. and what is he gonna do when all of this takes over and he doesnt feel the same? i dont kno.

my mom is taking me to the doctor soon... hopefully it will make it all better ( Read more... )

grounded.. sucks...

i havent read anybody's journal for a while, and when i went to read it today.. i just wanted to laugh from everything i saw:

brian roach: i dont believe a single fucking word you ( Read more... )

How to make a Sweetthang1989
Ingredients:

3 parts success

3 parts ambition

3 parts joy
Method:
Add to a cocktail shaker and mix vigorously. Serve with a slice of caring and a pinch of salt. Yum!

Personality cocktail
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Happy Valentines Day!!!!
To All The Ones That I Love!!

***Especially to the one closest to my heart***
            ***I Love You Baby***

i missed being home.

i miss wes.....
friggin feel like i havent seen him in years.
        : (
i just want to see him. thats it. i cant help but miss him... but i know its just gonna get worse. with the show and everything coming up. i just know it. i feel it in the pitt of my stomach. ehh..

Scattered

Well I've got some scattered ( Read more... )

well we're going home today...

talked to megan last night.. and she said that she never said that stuff.. so now i have to go talk to wes to figure out what to do. ehh. this whole thing is so dumb.

i wonder if ill get to talk to wes tonight. i called him a couple times yesterday.. but he never called. figures.. bet i kno why.    : (

in a bad mood ( Read more... )

just got done with sylus.... haha. it was a blast. he is pretty cool. i like him.. ive met him before but never really talked to him. the only bad part is he dips... GROSS!!! i could have puked when he pulled it out his pocket. but i think i can manage. hes great with a 4wheeler tho. we went down to the field and by egleston road and thru the woods ( Read more... )