SuMtiMeS i fEeL LiKe i cAnT MaKe iT:.
*TimEs gEt tUfF n i jUs CaNt TakE iT*
.:SUmtiMeS i FeEl liKe i wOnT mAKe It tHrU:.
*ThAS WEn i ThAnK gOd 4 fREnDz LiKe U*

THats for u's 2!! I love you both So much!! .... Love Ya *Nikki* (Jessica)

Well hey guys... im feelin' a lil' better thanx to my bestest friends in the widest world!! ASHLEY AND JONNY : You guys are the greatest! i dunno what i would do if it weren't for you 2 ( Read more... )

For once, im actually at a loss for words... i dunno what to do nemore, on top of all of the other stress in muh life, i find out my whole life might be a lie?? what the hell do i do?? i'm soo lost right now?? I dont know what do nemore...I wanna go back to the only thing that ever made me happy.. and that was Dan.. but he cheated on me... So ( Read more... )

I dedicate this song to Dan: i love you with all my heart still... but right now i cant take anymore hurting.. my whole life is full of that!! i cant handle anyomore... God.. i just dont know what to do with anything anymore ( Read more... )

Hey guys.. well hmm i dunno what to say realli... life is a BLAH!! i feel blank!! lol... i really do... it's weird... well i work today at 7:30-3:30... and im gunna be tired as hell!! oh boy!! lol.....................ASH THIS THE SONG I WAS TALKIN BOUT'........... SO THIS IS FOR U HUNN ( Read more... )

Yeah well u guys tonight was a long night full of tears and emptyness.... Amber told me Dan was talkin' shyt bout me and he said .. that i lied about us talkin' bout' gettin' back together... and that he dont want me and all this other shyt.. then i 3 wayed him on the phone with Ash( he dint kno she was there).. and i asked him bout it and he said ( Read more... )

Hey ya'll, i am soo tired tonight~~! It was along day!!Ged.. Boces... Work!! ugh!! i am soo tired... well i really didnt do much!! i taked to Jonny, Ash , And Usher Raymond, on the phone at the same exact time... hehe... yeah well i'm gunna go.. if i think of sumthin; else to right i'll be back i guess.. if i dont fall asleep First ( Read more... )

Hey guys omg!! today was a long day .. i didnt go to school.. cuz' i feel like shyt!!And then my ma bitched .. oh boy.. that's all she ever does!! but o-well i'm movin out soon!! I woke up at 2:30!! i went to work from 4-7:30... that was funn!! haha not! but it PAYS!! so thats all good! And then i got home fell asleep at 10 ish..and woke up at like ( Read more... )

Wow today was really hard!! i cried soo hard.. i gotta a cut underneath my eye!! and its so sore i get them when i cry ALOT ( Read more... )

UGH ( Read more... )