Well these past few weeks have been terrible.. I am barely hanging in there... It's soo hard to love someone and them be with someone else.. I know Dan still loves me, i believe that with my whole heart.. He's is just not himself right now, and i hope that the dan i love and care about more than anything in this world.. will come back soon!!! I can ( Read more... )

Got some great pix of me up.. check 'em out if u guys wanna... myspace.com/sweetthang51969

Well not much has been going on just watched Lifetime movie network all day today! And then went joggin i needed to clear my head!! did it work? NOOOOOO!!! I miss him.. UGH!!! i am driving myself fucking nuts!!!

Just got back from Bein' away! I have been thinking of "HIM" Lately!!Alot, And it hurts soo much, I just can't give up, I realli Can't!! I miss him.. I miss us making love, i miss him holding me!! I miss stairing into his gorgeous eyes!! i miss EVERYTHING!!! WHY< WHY< WHY< <333

Well i've come to the conclusion that i need new friends!! haha.. I'm sick of being taken advantage of, and fuckin' blown off all the damn time!! haha.... It would be nice if they called me for a change and asked me if i would like to chill!! But w/e *uck 'em!! But neways not much has been up.. Can't get ahold of dan.. So "she" must still be there ( Read more... )

Awwww.... THanx To my *Lovely Liz* My Lj... Is finally COOL!!!!! Thanx soo much babe!!! Love yea ( Read more... )

Okay i want to change the way my journal looks... If ne one knows how TELL!! I want it to be cool!! HAHA!! It's boring right now YUCK YUCK!! *~*~ <333

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Well last night i talked to Dan... I asked him why he lied to me, he said he didnt know.. I was like " ok??" Then i was like Are u scared of me moving on.. He was like "yes" i am scared ... Then i was like are u scared of me hurting u like Tricia (his ex of 3 yrs) hurt you?? He was like yea i am.. He was like damn u hit it on the nail.. i was like ( Read more... )

yea well after ash called him that one day.. we talked then he called me the next day and i didnt answer cuz i wasnt by my phone... Well neways i called him Friday and he wasnt home yet from work.. and his cousin John was there and he wanted to talk to me... so he got on the phone and we was talkin and he was like yea his g/f said .. " Dan is comin ( Read more... )