I just need to write

[sweettootziepop]

I can't even describe how I feel or what I'm thinking. I'm still numb from all the pain.. and still shake from all the anger. Everything that went on behind my back.. all the lies.. all the tears.. I don't deserve any of it. I gave him everything. I loved him with all of my heart.. But I only had a part of his. I can never forgive him, or the girls

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shana shana shana shana im soo sorry :-(

[danalynn88xo]

i dont really kno how you feel, but i feel horrible and i totally understand where you are coming from. I can't believe that he would do that, and i really cant believe that those girls would do that even tho he had a girl friend? wow that def does show a lot about them! >:-O
i hate this, i hate to see you go through this. i don't kno what do you. i Still wanna kill him. and them. UGH i'm sorry baby! you kno that im always here for you! I LOVE YOU! :-*

Potter <3

[anonymous]

You know Shana.. you didnt do anything to deserve what you got from the freshman, the funny thing is they ALL knew u were with Nelson...but you cant look at it as Nelson's innocent too. It's time you moved on and DO NOT FORGIVE ANY OF THEM. They dont deserve that kind of forgiveness. I mean all I can do is roll my eyes when i read ''please forgive me for hooking up with YOUR boyfriend'' or i dont like him I just had sex with him..you know? Wtf kind of thing is that. You deserve so much better than what you're getting. I love you Shay and I'll always be here for you when u need to talk to someone. I cant even begin to explain how much of a nice person you are and how much you don't deserve this.. and what comes around goes around, so hopefully something will happen soon. And as for Nelson, fuck him. You put yourself first and stand up for yourself. You've got amazing people to support you and we're always here babe. You just need a good night out, and a few drinks. Nelson will get what's comin to him...don't forget it <3 I love you

[cheap__novelty]

Shana, I know we dont talk as much as we used to. and I know that it shouldn't take something like this to leave a comment in your Journal. or for me to IM you. I just wanted to let you know that even though we arent as close as we were back in 7th and 8th grade, that I am always here for you. Whether you realized it or not, you helped me through alot of stuff back in 8th grade, just by you being there and making me laugh. I loved it so much. We have so many fun memories. All the sleep overs, the exercist.. "did you do that... uhhh-huhh" haha <3 those were the days. I know its hard for you. I can tell that your heartbroken. But you'll get thru this. You have so many wonderful friends that care about you and worry about you at the same time. I know I do. Keep a smile on your face and everything will work out for the best. <333333333 I LOVE YOU! <33333333333
<3 ally

[anonymous]

guys suck. thats all there is to it. just keep your head high, youll find a nice boy out there one day. one day he'll regret sleeping with those dirty bee-yotches.

[peelthiswrapper]

you know, you're the smut, you dirty little cunt.

just kidding, you're a star