i really dislike not updating for more than a few days but sometimes i just dont feel like writing, at all. okay nevermind. i updated like two days ago. it just feels like its been a while. but whatev...

so friday:
school: nothing eventful...im still in love with a TALE of TWO CITIES.
post-school: RJ and i went into the cafetorium to get snacks and ( Read more... )

i've felt so empty the past few days. well not empty. just nothing to write about ( Read more... )

ross matthew levy's away message made me think:

You have to know the answer to this question. If you died right now, how would you feel about your life?

fight club

i would feel pretty shitty.
i've never been in love
i've never been out of the country
i've never even been to the west coast
i'm still a virgin
i'm still in high school

i guess some of those ( Read more... )

i found this in my old notebook

most powerful quote which is especially relative to high school:

"if a person admires you, you despise him and don't care--and it is the person who doesnt notice you that you are most apt to admire"

how much closer to the truth can one get?

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so im crazy hungry right now because i havent eaten breakfast yet but i needed to update.

i honestly forgot so much of what happened this week. i wrote on wednesday when he made a move for the lips, i think. so thursday, i felt real bad because erin felt like crap. and that just made me sad. (i hate french by the way)
and i saw him at lunch so that ( Read more... )

i felt it incredibly necessary to update at this time.
right now i am on my bed but still on the computer. because im using my cordless keyboard and mouse. its so incredibly entertaining. i think i might have some eye problems after this but it doesnt matter. i can lay down in bed and still talk to people online or just work my computer. I LOVE IT!

i think he made a move for the lips. but it might've been the way we connected. i think i kind of brushed him off though :/ whatever, its not a big deal ( Read more... )

he moved from the forehead to the cheek. what does that mean?

my daddy got me presents today!
i got a new keyboard and mouse and they're CORDLESS! its pretty freakin awesome. i can type as far away as my door. even though i cant see the monitor anymore.

i need a new way to sign my journals.
maybe i just wont sign them anymore.
i mean, it is my journal.