Extremely dissapointed,
but I shouldn't be. I mean its no suprise,
and it's certainly nothing new.

Sometimes you make it really hard to love you,
because you don't act like you love me.
You can be very cold, extremely distant, and
tend to neglect me. I love you, but for all I know
you're leaving me. You could care less.
Maybe I'm just ridiculous, but you can sure be
repulsive.

Repulsive can be defined as:
a force that tends to push the two ( Read more... )

Why do we settle for less than we deserve?
Why do we love things and people that are just bound to hurt us?
Why do we take people for granted?
Why do we wear our hearts on our sleeves?
Why do we carelessly throw others feelings to the side?

Why can't you love me the way I love you?

I feel so distant from you recently. 
This is so hard. I want to cry.

Wouldn't it be ironic to die in the living room? says:

then why didnt you say something

Brittany says:

I did.

Brittany says:

many times.

Wouldn't it be ironic to die in the living room? says:

i just didnt want you to get upset.

Brittany says:

Ya. But we are supposed to be honest with ( Read more... )

Recently we have been talking a lot. 
You always seem to be the one to approach
me. Is it possible you miss me? I miss you 
sometimes I miss you so bad and I don't even
understand why. It's nice that we are talking again. 
Maybe this is the start of something new?