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[sweetxxreece]

Ok shoot the plan - I suck at plans, I'll spend an hour making it flawless and then dive in a squish it an hour after that. I am stepping into an unknown, an unplanned weekend almost, its crazy. don't get me wrong, its not like I'm suddenly going to start behaving normal, i passed the returning normal mark a looong time ago. I can't seem to make my

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[sweetxxreece]

They are pretty sensible suggestions that i shoud really be able to think of myself, thanks ^^,

[simonetothemaxx]

when you feel hungry or pseudo-hungry drink coffee, green tea, diet coke or sugar free red bull. or chew gum. or watch americas next top model, haha

[sweetxxreece]

wish i could get americas next top model here, i'm so addicted to it when I go home and get to watch tv, love it!

[hellscook]

For the last hour, I've been glued to my work PC, shutting out everything except your journal.

At first, I thought it was a put-on, like someone playing at some manner of fiction, but now I'm not so sure... whatever the case may be,

I hope you get well, and get what you want from life.

I feel bad for your pain. I wish I could fast forward to 10 years from now and see where you end up. I hope not dead.

[sweetxxreece]

Its nice you read my journal. Honestly I'm not too sure how i must seem from a reading perspective and the image i give out, everything that i've written here though are events and such as from my life and none are fiction.
Please don't feel bad for my pain, I know there are girls going through alot worse than I am so i shouldn't take your sympathy.
In 10 years time? Its scary to think that far ahead