Last night was pretty fun. I love Tori to death shes soo fun to hang out with <3. A bunch of black guys were hitting on us [gross], I gave one my number just so he would buy me a pack of cigs because I was all out. He wasn't that bad looking, I still wouldn't do anything with him though because I'm just not like that. There was no hot white people ( Read more... )

I can't believe I have the phone sitting next to me thinking hes actually gonna call. Hes down his boat right now with John prolly having soo much fun. I hope hes having fun, he deserves it ( Read more... )

I feel like pure shit. I've been crying all day, and I can't stop. I'm about to fucking take a gun and shoot myself in the head. I feel so empty. So lost. And I don't know what to do with myself. Theres no one to talk to, everythings piled up inside of me, and I want to get everything out, but I can't ( Read more... )

Going to Colie B's tonight to chill. People are suppose to be stopping by, so hopefully we'll have some fun. I'll prolly come home tonight, Dan's prolly gonna call late like he always does, and I wanna get his phone call, because since hes away we rarely talk. And I wanna talk to him, because I miss him and love him ( Read more... )

Yesterday Jamie came over around 11. And we sat around for a lil while, and then I desided to jump in the shower before we left for her house. We left here around 12:30, and of course ones when we leave.. it starts to rain. By the time we got to her house, we were soaked. We got there and ate and shit, and got online. Then I went upstairs and tried ( Read more... )

Plans for tomorrow are that me, Christina, and Jenna are going to JamieLynn's during the day because I haven't seen her since the end of June.. and I miss her soo much<3 And then tomorrow night I'll probably do somethin with them ( Read more... )

Colie B. just called me. Shes down the beach till next Tuesday. I miss her lots.. can't wait till she gets back home<3 I kinda wish I was still down there, I had more of a life down there.. then I do here. We always had something to do everyday. This gay fucking town theres NOTHING to do ( Read more... )

Talked to Dan.. being an asshole. So fuck him. Now that I'm single and don't feel like worrying about anyone, I'm gonna go off and fuck around with as many guys as possible.. hah like thats gonna happen. But whatever ( Read more... )

The last night we were at the beach me and Christina broke the screen on our window in our room. Well, we didn't break it.. we popped it outa the window so we could sneak out that night, but it was literally impossible to put back in. The next morning when we were gettin ready to leave, I told my dad about it.. and he jumped to the conclusion that ( Read more... )

No phone call. What a suprise.. heh ( Read more... )