Ok so surprise surprise...clement emailed my mom and it made me cry and now im thinking I should email him...I mean maybe...I dont know...I dont want to write anymore so thats all..I dont know what to do...why does he want to talk to us now? I dont know....

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Ok so im definately a girl:|  cept this time my crush isnt an asshole cause I have known him since I was 12(HA clement was from 13) And this guy has always given me hugs(clement didnt) I seen him with his shirt off:D(clement I havent) lol Ok ok he was always nmice to me even if I was just  kid and is still nice to me and calls me names like baby ( Read more... )

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I am on the brink of an emotional break down and I dont know if im going to be able to hold myself through this time. I try to help people and it just doesnt work. Even when im in pain and when im suffering I put it aside and just it doenst work. I tried helping my bros gf but now my bro wants to know what we talk about and I cant tell him so I ( Read more... )

OMG Bit update about shit. Ok so I live in Tacoma, Wa right? OK So today there was a SHOOTING in the TACOMA MALL. Thats some freaky shit!
Also the train tracks near my house, there were two kids that were hit and killed today.

I dont mean to sound all mean and stuff since no one was killed today by the shooting but they were with the train but for ( Read more... )

This might be a large update again. So I am in the process of fixing my life. I am switching schools so I can get the oppertunities I need to make it in college and even further. Like Journalism classes, Photography, ect. So many things are so confusing for me but I think this will be better. I have to get up at 5 am everyday though. So that I can ( Read more... )

This is my 3rd breakdown of the day. I am seriously considering just quitting...everything, life, school, friends, everything. I serious dont think im cut out for any of this shit in the first place. God heres the 4th breakdown of the day now...so many fucking tears. I dont think im going to graduate anyways so why the hell even try?? And as for ( Read more... )

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I cant do this right now..im sorry..i just cant