oh my fucking god

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so we talked and i had nothing to say

you asked me why i cant look into your eyes

maybe i just dont want to look into them and see flash backs of the time when we were in LOVE

i felt uncomfortable when we were sitting at the table and you were just starring at me like if i was the most beautiful girl in the whole room

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............weekend................
hair cut (hate it)
///divorce////
AUSTIN AUSTIN AUSTIN <3
san marcos
shopped till i dropped
11pm wedding
after party after party after party
mom opening a bar

canyon lake canyon lake

tubes and bathing suites

school school school.....................................

summer over as of today :)

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what the fuck
why do they have to put me in the middle of it and make me feel like shit
like if its my fault

god.............this sucks

i stand alone

whatever
lame
gayness
fuck it

work was crazy
i hate those kids

isnt it sad when a friend comes over and all they want to do is talk to there boyfriend and sit at the computer all day.....ya whatever
i hate when she does that

i always catch myself thinking of you

and i dont know why

i think im crazy

so today my mom asked me if i was on drugs haha

she said that i was strange

because i laugh at my own jokes and say random things

so what shes dumb

p.s im not quitting my job after all :( im just going to work sunday tuesday and thursday