I'm so depressed right now. I'm just so god damn lonely lately. I feel like I only have two friends anymore. It's really annoying to me the fact that I can't seem to be attractive to anyone that I would ever consider dating. Now because of all of this stupid teenaged bullshit I can't bring myself to stop eating. And now I'm crying because I just ( Read more... )

So yesterday I went to the poetry reading with Kristy. It was pretty cool. Before that I went to the mall with my mom.I got two new shirts from Vans ( Read more... )

I went down town today and had lunch with the gang but that can get old fast. I'd rather just do my Sunday thing with Emma but it's good to be with everyone every so often. I saw Chris down town. Damn that boy is fine. I'm totally OK with the fact that he doesn't and probably will never have any interest in me at all but that doesn't change the ( Read more... )

I just had to get some!

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It's way too easy to go home in high school! I just said I had a really bad head ache and they were like "Okay deary! Call your mom." That's not what I wanted to bitch about though. V.K. got really mad at me when I asked to go to the nurse. He was like "I'll have to write you a pass." I didn't even say anything. I was going to just wait till ( Read more... )

Why are boys so afraid of the telephone!?! So Eric went on this band trip thing today but he should have been home for quite some time now. If he doesn't want to go out with me because of that stupid bet I'm going to rip russell's head off. *sigh ( Read more... )

I have no clue why that last post entered twice but I can't seem to change it so deal with it.

I'm such a horribly negligent person. My sincerest apologies. So a lot has happened since the last time I updated but like any of you REALLY need to know everything that goes on in my life so I'll just get to the most recent things. I like this guy Eric and today I tried to ask him out but I just couldn't bring myself to do it. So in Science I ( Read more... )

I'm such a horribly negligent person. My sincerest apologies. So alot has happened since the last time I updated but like any of you REALLY need to know everything that goes on in my life so I'll just get to the most recent things. I like this guy Eric and today I tried to ask him out but I just couldnt bring myself to do it. So in Science I wrote ( Read more... )

So sorry for not updating. There's not been much to tell really. The spring dance was great. Everything went pretty much as planned. I gave him his first kiss so that was pretty cool. We aren't going out or anything now. We're pretty much friends with benifits as far as I'm concerned ( Read more... )