My insomnia is back. Got 4 hours of sleep last night and have been lying in bed for two hours now and I am still wide awake ( Read more... )

I had jury duty today. It was fucking boring. I saw around from 8-2 then finally went into a room where lawyers asked us one by one (there were 40 of us) a whole bunch of dumb questions to see if we were bias. Then at around 5:30 they let me leave. Didn't even get picked after all that shit ( Read more... )

So I'm employed but it doesn't feel like it.

I didn't get scheduled this week and I didn't next week. I've been trying to pick up shifts from other people at work but most people are looking for hours like me. I have stuff for class to do but it's online and done in like 20 minutes.

I'm so fucking bored all the time.

I feel like my time with Universal is almost up. I love all the people there and usually enjoy it but the rules and pay is really starting to get to me ( Read more... )

I like nights when I stop thinking about my place in this world and just enjoy being alive.

It's funny how simple compliments can make your day ( Read more... )

Nights like this remind me how lucky I am to be in my band.

I'm trying something new.

No more energy drinks, much less caffeine.

More bike riding.

Much less drugs.

I've been having problems sleeping and have been becoming paranoid and sometimes depressed when I'm high.

I wanna live the life of a real vegetarian for at least a summer.

I really hate when dreams I have involve me in things I wish I could forget.

They leave me wondering if she has those dreams too.

I need a change in my life or my mind is going to be stuck in the past forever.

I love that everyone has a few bands (usually that you can count on one hand) that absolutely cannot do wrong.

For me and at least two other people that will read this, NOFX is one of those bands.

Do yourself a favor and download or buy their new album Coaster cause, shit, it's just fantastic.