Darling,
I'm actually happy that darling you didn't flare up because i'm unwilling to give way to you for ody.
Really.
I'm very surprised you didn't get much irritated.
Instead, you took stand and defended for me.
and said that everyone hates you now.

Although I didn't see how you defended me.
I believe you really do.

Darling, if they don't want you in the ( Read more... )

troubles ( Read more... )

Hi darling!,
while i'm typing this,
i'm watching you fall asleep at the same time. ^^
its really nice watching you sleep know.
at then i realized,
no matter how much quarrels we have,
how much pain we endured for each other's mistakes,
i still love you.
and i believe you do too.

watching you fall sleep at my bed.
feels like we're already living together.
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Of thoughts ( Read more... )

Went to darling's house right after her presentation ended.
Bought a oreo mcflury that she likes and wants long ago!
Saw her silly smile while she was eating and, its definitely nice!
Love her so much.

Spent time with her.
Eat with her before going off for work.
And i'm off.!

Work ended and i found my darling long waiting for me at night safari!
Silly ( Read more... )

you asked me to think for you, i did.
but i guess i was too selfish, i only think for what's best for me.
I always say things that hurt your feelings
i am sorry, darling.

Past experiences tell me not to work with my boyfriend
just because, i am a very selfish and grumpy person
we are not seeing much of each other and we are already quarreling like that
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starbucks still need go fill up this and that
[11:46:18 AM] CindyLok: training
[11:46:20 AM] CindyLok: blah blah
[11:46:22 AM] CindyLok: troublesome
[11:46:28 AM] CindyLok: why not just go for a easier way out
[11:46:31 AM] CindyLok: and the thing is
[11:46:33 AM] CindyLok: starbucks
[11:46:41 AM] CindyLok: at most i can work for is like for this semester ( Read more... )

Not supposed to be made.

Didn't think right and definitely was wrong.
Didn't appreciate well enough today how much you wanted me to go to school.
You really cared, I know that very well.
I did you wrong by not going to school.

Had no self-motivation.
Always finding excuses not to go to school.
That's how I am.
But I'm definitely going to change that if ( Read more... )

bump. post tomorrow.
Loving darling.
Had always been.
Thank you for everything today darling, I really think we actually understand each other more a little by little everyday, whether its quarrelling or not. Thank you my dear. I love you!

Time passes really fast.
Must have been at least 3 months since we met.
And I am happy, no matter how unhappy we were.
Making you happy had always been enjoying.
Seeing you smile just seems so different.

Not being able to see you even for just a day seems so difficult.
Not being able to not make you angry for just a day seems so hard.
Not being able for ( Read more... )