this is the mural i've been painting, shown in it's current state.

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okay, so my time in chicago went by very fast, so lets see if i can manage to remember everything ( Read more... )

well. in a few hours i leave for the airport. and at noon i will arive in chicago. i won't be back until sunday. so bye all.

well, i'ma gunna tell you all about the 4th. even though everyone else already has ( Read more... )

i really don't care anymore. about anything.
i feel free

went to see ratatoulli with (in order of appearance) rose and alyssa ( Read more... )

well. the crap with my dad has cleared up. he's home now.

and of course, once i get good news like that, i hear erik's back his old suicidal self again. what a great group of friends i have.

well. life is a shitty hole right now. i'm $4500 in debt. i have no job. nobody wants to hire me. i'm having a serious identity crisis. i have no drive in life. haven't slept in 27 hours. and my dad, as far as i know, has been in the hospital for 12 hours because of a kidney stone. not normal. 12 hours? quite a long time. and no call home. someone ( Read more... )

well. i thought i'd be asleep right now. nope. i try going to bed at 3ish, can't fall asleep. did some texting. tried again around 4, no can sleep. read until 5, and i fall asleep reading. then, at 5:10, my father decides to pass a kidney stone. so mom took him to the hospital because solidified calcium traveling through the body is never good. and ( Read more... )

damn. the ONE time i count on my dad to wake me up around noon or 1, he lets me sleep until 4:30 ( Read more... )