i just wrote an entry about how awesome college people are. yeah well fuck that; the girls are bitches.

so i've been way too busy to update. i've had so much german and math homework, it's rediculous. marching band is a lot of work too, but it's something i actually enjoy hah ( Read more... )

hannah=failure. yeahhhhh. it's true ( Read more... )

today was a better day than yesterday..i only cried like...once i think...still pretty freakin pathetic, but oh well! it's an improvement! i was like falling asleep all day. i wasn't my usual hannah self, and my friends could tell cause i wasn't very talkative or anything like that ( Read more... )

today was a really really terrible day. i woke up and instinctively thought "hmm i wonder if mitch is out of the shower yet." and then i just start sobbing cause i miss him so much. i hate him not being here. it's like one of my best friends just got taken away for me and things won't ever be the same again. fucking god i miss him so much ( Read more... )

mmkay so tell me if i should upload the pictures from cara's party.

here's whats been going down since thrursday when i updated last:

Friday-Prettttttyyyyy boring day ( Read more... )

so the first day wasn't too bad, besides the fact that i embarassed myself numerous times in each class, and in the WRONG class once hahaha ( Read more... )

today is the last day of summer. it hasn't really sunk in, but i'm sure the grief will come soon enough haha.

mmkay so the highlights of my summer (in no specific order) :

• moving back home!
  
• design camp
• bday!
• surprise party
• getting my permit

i just deleted a whole fucking entry! DAMNIT!

Mitchell goes to college tomorrow. idk how i'll be able to handle it. it just hit me like a ton of bricks like 30 seconds ago. i can't believe it. it's going to be so wierd. i can barely stand being away from him for a week or two. this is going to be a year. and then another. and then another. and then i'll be gone too. and then we'll barely see ( Read more... )