Hiatus.
I've been entirely over emotional the past few days. I've made some dumb mistakes. I've been an exaggerated version of myself.
I'm so stressed out about work that my body is falling apart. I'm also having panic attacks about getting old. Funny, I'm not afraid to die. I'm terrified, however, of getting old and all the things that go with it. It seems like every single day I have something new to worry about. And trying to not worry is driving me mad. And to drink.
Oh sure, I'll go into detail about my aging issues and how I want to pull my own hair out at work and maybe drop hints that I drink too much. I'll never actually say what's really bugging me.
To anyone.