convoluted. con-vo-lu-ted.

[swift_kicks]

I need to be sleeping, but it just won't happen.

There are people I want to console. I want to just pat them on the head, and hug them, and tell them things are gonna be fine because they always are eventually. Soon enough, something will happen that will make what's happening now pale in comparison. Good, bad, whatever. It always does. We all

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[malloreigh]

are you happy?
i am not sure whether i am or not. i'm an optimist, though, so i'll say that means i am.

[swift_kicks]

I am, for the most part. I just have to constantly remind myself of all the good stuff. Overall, I'm just confused and trying to work out what exactly it is I want. That's a pretty normal thing for me, though.

[arlingtonguilt]

*pats head* there there.

[swift_kicks]

I'm the very worst at taking my own advice. I think we both know that.

And I don't really think I was criticizing my own extremes. I was simply pointing out that I have them, and are really only visible to people depending on how they see, or know me. To some, I may be generous and kind. To others, I am impatient and short tempered. And maybe some people know me enough that they see all facets. Some good, some bad, all me.

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