I don't know why I'm so unmotivated now. I'm literally failing a class and yet I still don't feel any different. Have I been desensitized already? I'm not studying as much as I should. I hope my GPA doesn't dip below 2.67 this quarter.

I think I had too much fun.

I think this will be the first time that I'm posting in here since maybe Week 5 of winter quarter ( Read more... )

man, each second seems to pass by so friggin fast. it's here then it's gone before you know it. pretty sad because we only have a limited number of heartbeats we're (perhaps) fated to have.

carpe diem.

that's what everyone says one should do with every day.

i don't think i'm doing that. and i'm sad.

regret is perhaps what i hate the most in

It's 2:37PM and I'm still in the yearbook office. Gawd, the markers here stink. Stupid scented markers. What a headache. How long have I been here? My chem final ended at 11AM. Wow, when did I wake up... 7:20? Earliest time this quarter, I believe. My roommate said that I had been grinding my teeth horrendiously loud over the night. I know when he ( Read more... )

Life is going in a downward spiral for me ( Read more... )

So I was humming Bach's Concerto for Two Violins in d minor.... then suddenly it's on my Internet radio... xD

Tomorrow (or shall I say, today) will be yet another day... and I will most likely spend more than half of the day sleeping -- at least over half of the day with sunlight. Ay. So much I want to do and read, yet so little time!

And another dilemma. Christmas. Gah, Christmas. ARGH. Christmas.

What unnecessary effort and turmoil Christmas gives rise to!

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wow, am i ever so tired, and it's only 12:49AM!

well, right now i'm still stuck at UCLA. thank gosh im not outside but rather in the piano room in sproul.

so bored, i dont even feel like playing piano right now. ARGH.

i feel like im too impatient with piano and piano needs a lot of patience.

ARGH.

Played piano today (rather, yesterday ( Read more... )

Oh yeah, to add on the side: Evangelion and Evangelion music never gets old ( Read more... )