you always want the truth
                but it always hurts

i just want to sleep for a few days...get away from life

i just want to be happy again...

Got up late so i just kept my hair like it was the day before.  I took out the top part of my hair from homecomming but left the corn rows.  Health went over anwsers for test wedensday, me and shelby made our own deck of cards and played speed in english, and worked on worksheets and study guide for test on ( Read more... )

                    you might think im happy...
                            but im really not gonna be ok

FINAL morning practice for me this morning...it wasnt so bad, but i was really tired, and i was swimming in a lane with Natasha and Kayla and they were so much faster then me that i just pretty much gave up on the practice. Alyssa is getting really good at breaststroke. Im worried that she will really beat me by more then 5sec at regions. Im ( Read more... )

Today was a pretty long day. I told my seminary teacher that i was in the assembly so i left class early. All we were doing was reading articles from conference and "testifying" about how they were true. But we got bagles so its all good. I went to both assemblys with Natasha cause i didnt want to go back to my class. We sat with jen, nicole, ( Read more... )

i love 1/2 days...i dont have a whole lot to say today.  I had my 5th dream last night with someone dieing.  I dont kno what to think about it....my mom asked if i was worried about dieing my self, or if im insacure with things right now.    I dont really know what i feel like right now. I just have to get through homecomming and swim season and ( Read more... )

wore my dance clothes to school today...didnt realize how hot i looked with no make up, hair not done, and spandex. Gotta do that more often. Had a fun practice today, im ready for tomorrows meet. Parents are being gay about everything and dont trust me anymore so life is awesome. OMG THERE IS A FREAKIN FLYING BUT IN MY COMPUTER ROOM SO IM ( Read more... )

6:45 got up, ate, put on clothes and put all my school and swim stuff into the swim bag
7:50 dad took me and aaron to school
8:15 health- watched end of "the cure" movie
10:00 ac lab- went to library to finish my gregor mendel paper
11:00 english- presented my lyrics project and worked on quotations ws's
12:30 lunch- ate with lauren, max, and darrin ( Read more... )

getting up this morning was such a pain. Showerd and got dressed and left, im not getting ready anymore cause i just dont care. Started my day off with seminary, and it definetly killed the rest of the day. Ac lab i just talked to aria, timmy :), and nick. Dance was alright, Nicole TOTALLY smashed her finger in the freakin dance divider wall ( Read more... )

So here is my weekend...

Friday:

Didnt do much all day, but i had voice lessons at 3:30 so Riley and Nicole came over to babysit jackson and alex.  I have a new voice teacher and she is really good, but its hard to get used to a new teacher.  Especially when she is so used to these amazing singers and then she gets me.  After voice i had to go to ( Read more... )