i cant wait for satuday!!

this vacation was filled with the end of swim, hanging out with justin, rosie and allen
being sick (i still am. i want my voice back!) and working

i sound like a man. my throut isnt doing to well. i hope i dont have to go to the hospital like the last time ( Read more... )

swim, eat, sleep

that is what i did all day today. we had states for swim at UMO.
i had to wake up at 6 am and we left the school at 6:40am
we didnt get home until 5pm.
it was fun but i'm sad because the swim season is offically over now.

" I think the hardest part of holding on is letting it go"

In the end I was unhappy
too much work without any results.
then why am I sad?

I've never been in a realtionship and not feel like i was used.
Is it the people I end up with or is it the choices I make?
I feel used.

tonight was our last home meet. i'm kinda peeved that i didnt get a good time for the 500. i still havent gotten down to 7 minutes. last year my best time was 7:32:34 and my best time this year is 8:05:12. grrrr. this is the last time i got to sing the national anthem. during the break in the middle of the meet they honor the seniors. the announcer ( Read more... )

friday i had a meet, my 500 time improved and i still want to bet my time from last year (which in my case is a sad goal for me to have cuz i should already be better then last year but i was gone for a while ( Read more... )

yah i have the cutiest boy ( Read more... )

the bahamas was awesome!! it was 86 or higher everyday except christmas (it was foggy) it didnt feel like christmas. the extend of my christmas was saying "oh its christmas? merry christmas." and at dinner i gave them all a present ( Read more... )

yah so the bahamas.......... I'M GOING ( Read more... )