I just seem like I can't get a grip at all.

I'm tired of not being good enough: not pretty enough, not skinny enough, not athletic enough, not smart enough, not focused enough, not hardworking enough, and not interesting enough. Nothing is ever enough. I'm just tired of everything...

Oh home <3 I had a lovely time at home, although I wish I had seen some more people a little more I did get to hang out with my favorite girls lots, so that makes me happy :-) Wednesday was lunch with the girls and then hanging out out stef lewis' house. Thursday was Turkey Day with the family and then nighttime at Lauren's with Chrissy La watching ( Read more... )

It's been awhile since I've updated and therfore I'm not quite sure what is important enough to tell everyone. Lazear is wonderful. Hopkins is wonderful except for when they are giving midterms. I went to D.C. and Fellspoint for Halloween. I'm becoming an expert at cutting class. I like spiking tea at midnight with Hilary, Katelyn, and Yogeeta. I ( Read more... )

Damn-it... I wish I had fixed things before it was too late... :-/

Damn, life is pretty fucking sweet.

TWP I'll be home next weekend (21st and 22nd)!! Can't wait to see some of you guys!!!

So I really haven't updated about anything specific lately.. and the truth is I don't think I plan on it. I love my little home away from home. I <3 my friends. Dining food is starting to suck/become repetitive, work is starting to increase, and drama has already emerged. But I don't care because I'm happy. Yah, you heard right, I'm happy.

Lauren is coming in one hourrrrrrrrr....... I <3 her and can't wait!!!!

Don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,
Come find me.
Make up your mind.

I'm gonna make the worst BME ever. I love just hanging out. Lazear is so much freakin fun. I like being random. I played the nerdiest game of Zooma Zooma tonight. It was amazing. I love awesome people. I have a headache though now which kind of sucks. It also might bet the reason that this entry isn't super coherent. Maybe I'll write a better one ( Read more... )