I'm so frustrated about everything!!! I need to stop trusting people so easily! it's my fault, no one else is to blame but myself! I need to learn to be a little less trusting. This is why I get hurt so much! I'm done..I quit life! it's to hard ( Read more... )

this day kinda sucks! The boy that I have liked forever wont tell me who he likes but he told one of my bff's. She swore to him she wouldnt say anything. but the things she is saying kinda sounds like its me. I'm just to scared to get my hopes up...just to be hurt. It happens so much I'm to scared to bother, but I like him so much I'm to scared to ( Read more... )

I hate the fact that I'm to scared to say anything! I also hate the fact that he will never want me! I would kill for him to notice me! He never will, but yet I can't stop! This sucks!!!! I hate this day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the concert was AWESOME!!! I've never had more fun!!! I met a boy...it was cool we danced all night then made out after and left. I'll most likely never talk to him again but with the stuff I've been going through I needed that night!!! it was aweome!! my friends ROCK!!!

I'm home alone, so needless to say I'm really bored! I've been sitting here thinking( which probaably isn't a good thing) about my life and my friends. I'm scared about my friends but I don't wanna say anything b/c I don't want them to feel like I'm not here for them, b/c I am and always will be! I have NO clue whats going on in my life b/c ( Read more... )

ok so I got really bored so I decided to update this a little!!!! haha!! So I'm in a GREAT mood...I don't know why. nothing great has happened it's just one of those days....I think it's b/c school is starting on mon. and I'm really excited to back! YAY SENIORS!!! and Swimming started mon. so I think all my endorphins r kicking in!!! haha!! so yeah ( Read more... )

I never use this anymore I have a myspace so........

http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=10695465&Mytoken=20050619125742

A - Age you got your first kiss ((by someone not related to you)): ummm 13 ( Read more... )

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My weekend was awesome!!!!! Sat. I left my house at 11:30 and headed to Florance,AZ for Country Thunder! OMG IT was SUCH a BLAST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I had the best time! Everyone was SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO good. then on sun. I went shopping.

Why does my mom have to do this? I don't get it!!!! I love my brother and I know he cares about me. why does she have to make him feel like shit for having friends? I wish she would just STOP yelling at him. I hate this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Get me out of this house!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!