Welp, I went to Cowboys last night, that was fun.... then today i worked. joy. ......grrrrrrr........when we said goodbye, I wanted to hug him so bad, and I couldn't.....all i wanted was a hug.......I still want the damn hug.......but instead I wrote him a goodbye note and left it on his car ( Read more... )

alright.... for everyone and anyone who reads this damn thing, tonight.... COWBOYS. But more importantly SATURDAY NIGHT! GO TO THE SOCIAL One of my fave bands (an amazing one who just released their debut album is playing....Atomic Tangerine I'll be there, so go!

<3

It probably my last outting until I am back from Alaska.

see ya there!

I just bought a fun new music toy. I am so effing excited.

<3

"On Fire ( Read more... )

So I wound up going over to Justin and Dave's last night to watch them be dumb setting off fireworks themselves for a while. It was funny. They were playing it safe, but their antics were priceless ( Read more... )

I am starting to get really excited about Alaska. I think its only now truly sinking in for me. That I am going, I mean. It'll be awesome. My parents and I went and did a little shopping for the trip today. We went to lunch and then shopping. It was cool. My mom bought me a cool sweater, 2 pairs of slacks for dinner on the cruise and 2 pairs ( Read more... )

Status, was inspration. God is inspirational. He gives me a reason to look forward to each day. He is the one beautiful wonderful stable thing in my life right now and I am so blessed for that. because if he wasn't so faithful to the oh so faithless, I would have been lost long long ago ( Read more... )

I don't know what to do, I am in a rut right now. I am so lost. And I am not sure which way to go. I feel like I was tricked somehow....like I missed a turn somewhere along the road because the sign had been tampered with or something, if that makes any sense at all. I am so out of it. I just don't know what to do, it seems like every ( Read more... )

I... I have so much to say and I just don't know how to say it, probably because I am tired of writing about the same things all the effing time. My dad this my dad that. I love my parents dearly and I would never do anything to upset or disappoint them, at least not intentionally. And it feel like these days, or should I say the last five years ( Read more... )

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