so my week officially sucks even more than before. After the horrendous day yesterday, today wasn't great either. To top it all off I GOT PULLED OVER FOR DOING THE SPEED LIMIT!!! The cop said it was "unreasonable speed for the conditions" but it's not doing anything. He only gave me a warning but still. The stupidity of people in america sometimes ( Read more... )

oops. I haven't updated in a while. I had plenty of things to write about I just didn't want to put them down here. This is a little too public for me right now ( Read more... )

you can't choose who you love. Or what circumstances surround your love. But I do have a soulmate. It may not be the romantic, Prince Charming love that I saw as a little girl. But instead it is a more realistic, practical love. Everyday I wonder what life is like without knowing that he is there. For a while he wasn't. The romantic gestures are ( Read more... )

Well my parents saw Northeastern this weekend. They like the college and I fell in love with it even more. I can't believe that in a few months I will be out on my own in the city. I'm going to miss the people in high school that were there for me. Especially since some of you are going so far away. I will just have to come visit you, maybe with ( Read more... )

As was stated int he subject, I am down here at Northeastern for the weekend. Last night I went clubbing and have a few stories for people when I get home. Otherwise it's been rather uneventful. I went to shawn's wealth and poverty class. I t was good. We also went exploring in what will be my part of the college in a few months. I got up at like 9 ( Read more... )

Alright so I'm just posting so people know what happened to me since I'm not going to be online. Tonight I am taking the train into Boston because I am too lazy to drive. Then I am spending the next few days either at Northeastern or Emmanuel or maybe even Brandeis for a little while. I am not coming home until sunday afternoon, at which time I ( Read more... )

He said no. I don't know what to feel. first Paul and then Sean. Apparently no one wants to spend time with me anymore. I don't want to deal with this anymore. I guess I just wasn't interesting enough to make him want to come with me. So now I not only have to learn how to be single again, I have to find a prom date ( Read more... )

Sorry about the double update. Paul and I discussed things today. Although I do love him and could see myself with him forever, we can't make things work anymore. We decided tonight that we were not going to try after prom to figure things out at all. I hope that he and I stay friends. He is one of my best friends. He helps me see how stupid I can ( Read more... )

so today I hung out with sean to see if he wants to be my prom date. After hanging out all day with friends and having no time for just us to get to know each other, he tells me he's still not sure. ugh sometimes guys are dumb. After the little flirting that occured (nothing happened at all), he told me that he is unsure. grrrrr ( Read more... )

So I realized that yesterday I really do want to spend the rest of my life with Paul. I just don't want the rest of my life to start just yet. I'm only 18. I'm still in high school. I'm lacking some major life experiences and watn to experience them before I can settle down into this relationship forever.I don't know really what I want to do. I ( Read more... )