Well, last night was fun...my cousin, me, mark, and matt, (mark and matt are my cousin's friends) all went to go see Collateral..it was a really good movie...even though mark nor matt flirted with me, i still had a good time...i guess i just learn to have to deal with the fact that guys don't really fine me attractive...oh well, hopefully i will be ( Read more... )

Well everyone I am in Cleveland at the moment visiting my cousin John. It is just me without my parents which is pretty cool...tonight John and I are supposed to hook up with one of his guy friends who is single so who knows what might happen...

a lot of stuff has been happening lately...i realize that i am leaving in 18 days and i cannot believe it...but what is really bothering me lately is how fat and ugly i am...i mean people will tell me how pretty i am and i will thank them and accept there complient, but most times i just feel alone and helpless...it seems like no matter what i do, ( Read more... )

Wow it's been awhile since I have updated this. A lot of stuff has happened. Well I am not as excited as I was before about the guy thing because I realized that he likes a girl at his school and he will probably hook up with her. Oh well I guess I can understand that and I will just have to get over that. This past weekend I was up north and I ( Read more... )

I am so happy right now...even though we lost our swim meet to Burton Hallow by 60 points, I found out that the guy that I liked from our team likes me as well...even though he doesn't want to date right now, that doesn't mean that he won't want to date in the future :)...well, people are over so i know its short but its sweet
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Well...tonight was fun i guess...nic, rachel, and i watched the movie what women want which is a good movie...then i got a phone call from a guy and he said that he was excited that i was going to the wave pool tomorrow because he is as well...idk i just wish that i could talk to someone about my situation...if u would be willing to listen please ( Read more... )

once again i am confused...everyone i talk to thinks that i should go out with this one guy from my swim team who i have known for about 3 years...i like him but i am just not sure if he likes me or not...even my own mom wants me to date him...but the only thing is is that he will be an hour away when i leave for gvsu...but anyways...hopefully i ( Read more... )

Well, I know I haven't written in this since I was pissed, but things have changed. I now realize that guys don't just use me. In fact guys know that they can come over to me anytime and just talk to me...they need to know that i can help them if they let me. I am also glad that I have a guy that cares for me, even if it is just friends right ( Read more... )

well tonight shit happened and im really pissed. I think i shoud just give up on guys. they just create problems for me...but i don't want to give up. It's like i almost have a sign on my forehead that says use me. But anyways, sorry I sound really pissed...but someone please help me, I really need someone right now....
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Wow! I must say that tonight was a ton of fun. Even though we lost our meet against Colony, we at least only lost by 50 points instead of 100 and some like last time we swam them. Then after the meet, there was a dance and that was tons of fun. I wish a certain person was there, but whatever. I'm going to miss the dances so much. But anyways... ( Read more... )