So I guess a semi-breakup deserves a semi wallow. That's the only explanation I can conjure up for why I'm watching Sex and the City while eating honey off of a spoon ( Read more... )

And then I realized: If I don't even want the thing that I can't have, and I love what I do have, why be pissed off about the thing that I can't have simply because I can't have it?

but that was epically stupid. Epically, epically, epically stupid. I did not know, at the time, that it was, but it became pretty clear pretty quickly that it was, and I think it’s been a long time since I was that big a dickhead/moron. As far as I can tell, I’m entering a somewhat new phase in my life and I really need to not try and fight it ( Read more... )

Okay. Yesterday = Worst. Travel. Ever. I had a limited number of options in terms of busses that got me from Maine to Logan. I could take the bus that got me there 2.5 hours before my plane left, or the one that got me there .5 hours before my plane left. I opted for the former, which left at 10am. Got to Logan at 1:30 for a 4pm flight as ( Read more... )

Last night I had this dream where a lot of the men/boys who have been/are important to me in various ways were all in the same place. I'm pretty sure it was somewhere in Maine because I was there too, along with what seemed like the entire population of South Bristol. Brian was smoking a cigar, Noble was going on and on about fishing, Glen and ( Read more... )

So, today in an effort to combat my hatred of both waxing and Walnut Creek, I decided to look fabulous. I succeeded rather well in this, if I do say so myself, and was quite pleased. I did, however, feel very stupid that it took me literally an hour and a half to find a bathing suit when I wound up with a Ralph Lauren suit. It's always Ralph, it ( Read more... )

I love love love love love my hairdresser. That is all.

Summer has eaten my brain a little bit, since I can't remember at what age we're supposed to get over the whole "instant gratification" thing and start looking at long term consequences. I was thinking about this because I absolutely cannot (fine, will not) deny myself my food cravings while on my period. I won't. Pint of ice cream? Rockin. ( Read more... )

Oh gods I'm experience intense wanderlust (stolen from the lovely miss Tocchi). Fourth of July was lovely, even if it did mean that I interacted with a bunch of adults. Not that I don't love the adults that I talked to, it just makes me anxious when I charm them because I'm not yet ready to be at their level. But yes, wanderlust in the extreme ( Read more... )

Oh yeah, and my snake is sick. I think. My dad keeps telling me not to worry, but I fed her two weeks ago and she still hasn't pooped. I'm upset about that. But I found a shirt. And I'm about to go eat. So there ( Read more... )