I'm finally back home. Summer is almost over :( Pennslyvania was fun..our family reunions are always fun! It's pretty cool to actually know everyone there, too.

I did find out some rather disappointing news, a recent catscan showed more tumors in one of my relatives. He's been fighting cancer for a couple years now..it gets better than worse again ( Read more... )

my birthday yesterday was a good one. i hope everyone had an awesome weekend because i know i did. once i get my pictures uploaded, ill post some. i dont think ive ever used port-o-pots as much as i did at ichthus. it was fun and im glad i went.

after getting done with a 15 mile bike ride with summer i turned down cross country training for today ( Read more... )

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perplexing.

life is a song.

one word could have so many different meanings.

*And when I’m open wide
With nothing left to cling to
Only you are there to lead me on
Cause honestly, I’m not that strong*

*So much pain and so much darkness
In this world we stumble through
All these questions I can't answer
So much work to do*

*And watching you walk away
And never ( Read more... )

i dont know...

i cant stand myself sometimes ( Read more... )

i poured my heart out in that letter.

it was so incredibly sincere.

at least i can say i tried.

but i thought that the words coming from my heart would maybe open his eyes.

the response was not what i expected.

not good nor bad.

i was so certain it was a calling to write the letter.

i just don't know, what will happen..

For every girl who is tired of being weak when she is strong, there is a boy tired of appearing strong when he is vulnerable ( Read more... )

wow, we now have to replace another band director...

today just wasn't anything i expected. life has so many surprises. good and bad ( Read more... )