RIP Cupcake...i love you more than anything i will always miss you :( :( :(

damn im tired. back to work all week. hopefully no 8-8 this upcoming saturday. but who knows. im bored. havent been doing much. party friday nite was fun. felt old tho. lots of young ones. i think my crush is over haha. i dono. he has a 12 oclock curfew and is 19 and apparently likes a girl from somwheres. haha no point in bothering with ( Read more... )

so. im excited bout justines party i think haha. im almost positive that hes going tomorrow. :) so this is good. ill be drunk and very confident hahah. i just need to figure out what to wear. hahaha. and if it sucks then im goin to the bar. renees gonnna come and maybe amy :) yay. like no matter what tomrrow nite im drinking! haha. yay. ( Read more... )

damn. long ass day. im so tired. going to bed in a few min. 1st day of camp. rained like whoa. it was awful. camps just gonna suck. ive never felt like such an outcast before. i miss my friends. its def. not the same without goody and sadie. its awful already. and the deer has alreayd started shit i believe. spring somehow knows that i ( Read more... )

fun day. first like day that ive actually enjoyed in awhile. chilled around the house. got fireworks with daddy. then jess came over. hung out for a bit. cait and amy came over to swim. that was fun. jess picked me up. went to her uncles and ate lots of food. went to marrinas ate more food. came home for some dinner. and then back to jess ( Read more... )

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bored bored bored. too tired to go out. this sucks. hmm.. checked the schedule...damn the only days im gonna see him is on saturdays when when we change shifts. unless he subs or i sub for someone. balls. whatever. sucks that i have to work with joe and some other kid thati dont know. ugh. i really hope it doesnt rain. i wanna lay out

work is lame without him there hahahahaha.

soooo me thinking hes cute has advanced to a crush. and things seem to be looking up! :) this really happened at a perfect time. haha. just when i hated working at the y..now i look forward too it. however it is distracting. anyways. so he comes over to my chair to give me a break and just randomly starts telling me about his spring break in ( Read more... )

so ive decided that the guy i work with at the y is cute.