So I'm sitting here, an early night for me, eating cheap candy. One of my many guilty pleasures involving sugar that I've given up feeling actually guilty about years ago. And I'm just thinking... fuck that. Yeah. I almost died on indian avenue yesterday. And i found it funny, and somewhat.. well... exhilarating. For once in my life, I wasn't ( Read more... )

Coffee-heath-bar-crunch ice cream. For the woman in lust.

So I've settled into the normal routine of summer, now. Today I'm taking lydia to get her hair cut and styled (for the first time in ages...) we've completed the buying of various different accessories for her big 8th-grade graduation banquet, in which the girls dress up like it's prom. Well it's cute. I've reduced my work schedule... I now have ( Read more... )

Oh. My. This only happens in the movies.

I am happy about warped tour approaching. Call me Nerd. Oh, and just for the record, I've decided to date everyone.

The theater awards ceremony is tonight. Huhm. I think I'll go as arwyn because I just want an excuse to wear my renaissance dress. Though going as rita hayworth is tempting. I just like to dress up. I need to figure out how to post pictures on this thing, I just really don't feel like giving up 3 minutes of my time to go through the FAQ's. Pfft. ( Read more... )

To clarify (in response to recent questioning) The subject my last two entries is not anyone, that anyone who reads my journal, could possibly know. :-/ And my heart isn't really broken, I was being silly/poetic/whatever you want to call it. I can still make fun of myself a bit. I guess in a way I'm glad he's gone away, gives me time to get over ( Read more... )

So I had a young heart, and you thought you could break it. Well done. But applause should be held for now, I heal fast. For all the times I've driven home crying over you, I'll rewrite this love story with someone new. And I will forget you, I'll move on, I'll be busy and enthralled in my life. But you... will remember me. You'll think of me ( Read more... )

Take your lighter out of my car. I don't need to put up with the musky scent of stale cigarettes every time you take the passenger seat. No one to make fun of my driving, now. Don't call me "dollbaby" ever, ever again. Don't call me at 2:00 am sharp like you did every single morning, "just to say hi." The joke is over now, and it ended on you. ( Read more... )

My friend's going-away party is tonight, and I can't go. I feel bad. Prom is just around the corner... how depressing. Everything highschool related depresses me, I'm beginning to question whether or not I really even want to walk. Maybe I'll just walk..out.. and not show up for the ceremony. I don't know. Anyway I modified my prom dress, and I ( Read more... )