"Why cant you wait for me, why dont you wait for me. I'm feeling alone without you here, by my side. I'm lost and alone without you here, in my arms. Here's a song for you lovely, remember that it is for you only, for you only. My heart is caught in a landslide and now, it feels for you only, for you only ( Read more... )

"Pull your arms up around your knees and hide out inside your room, pretend you cant feel at all... If all i am is destruction for you than i cant complain, that you cant feel something for me, take all you can from in me ( Read more... )

I'm going to suffocate and die on all of this confusion. What am i supposed to do. What the fuck am i supposed to do. I barely have the will to breathe and i'm supposed to be ok. I can see it all happening and i'm powerless to stop it. Destiny can only take you so far and then you have to fight... thats what i used to believe. But i'm starting ( Read more... )

I think someone at DePaul, someone in charge of the appearance of the place, knew me a while back. They know what daffodils mean to me, and as a cruel, sick, sadistic joke, planted them all over the campus. I cant go anywhere around here without running into damn near a field of daffodils. I wake up, window open, i take my first conscious breath ( Read more... )

you'll float through me, i'll dissapear ( Read more... )

I hate you, i fucking hate you and i hope youre happy to know that i understand, and that i'm dying. You are so crude... how could you be asking me for help and hours later yelling at me to leave you alone??? I dont get you, and i hope you enjoy life when i'm dead.

Sweet dreams forever love

I hate my life... FUCK fuck fuck fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck ( Read more... )

Friday night ( Read more... )

Not a day has gone by that i havent thought about her. I've been getting all my work done early, i'm even studying in advance, ahead of the class. Really throwing myself into the work, getting my mind off of this whole thing, works for a while. And when i'm done i turn on the tv, numb out and focus on whatever i'm watching. But i never really ( Read more... )

Today was the first day of classes. They went well i thought, and i'm pretty sure this quarter is going to be much better than last. I can feel myself concentrating on what i have to do better. After my last class i came home and did what i had to do for wednesday... its a start. I should re read for religion and take notes, i also need to study ( Read more... )